Well, this is odd... I haven't written a journal since Christmas. But, well, to be quite honest, I feel like no one really does bother reading what I have to say.Which is okay, I guess. But, for those of you who do still watch me and who at least fave my work and all. Mind you, it's very bad on my part to say all this because I don't even reply to people's comments. I would, but, I don't... I almost feel not up to it, not because I don't like any of you guys and all that, far from it actually. I just... I don't know... I can't really explain it. I do appreciate the comments though. In fact, I prefer reading comments that just checking my Feedback box to see a lot of faves. I REALLY need criticism, and I really want to hear what people have to say about my work.

Another thing... this whole makeup artistry thing has me a bit... overwhelmed. I've actually decided that I don't want any part in that industry because, since I have been up here in Canada for 10 months or so already, I've noticed that I am so much more inclined to doing... well, more than just makeup. I'm at a crossroad here and I think I just wanna be in the art world in general, not just bloody makeup. I'm still going to upload makeup looks, but honestly, I have no intention to study it or specialize in it. I will be uploading more general art work. I find art in general very liberating and I am not going to limit myself to only one medium.

Another thing... I feel almost CURSED when people only recognize me for my cosplays. I mean, don't get me wrong, I like cosplaying but I'm starting to delve more into REAL art (at least in my eyes). If this bothers you, then I'm very sorry. You might as well unwatch me right now.

I'm sorry if this entry seemed very aggressive, but, I have to get my point across.